Been a bit lost over the past couple of years. I just kind of lost it when mom died. I withdrew from almost everyone and everything…and basically shut down.
Here I am now…standing in the middle of ‘God knows where’ wondering, “Now what?”
Now what…
The things I know for certain are…well, they are a good place to start to get a good footing on the path, so to speak. Kind of like gathering up your backpack of supplies for a day of hiking. Things that I know for certain are…God loves me, I love God, I love my husband, I love my daughter, they love me…
The things that I don’t know…they are kind of like those rabbit trails you see along the way…sometimes they lead to something good…other times they are dead ends…and once in a while…you end up in hot water…So…the things I don’t know for certain are things that scare me, confuse me and sometimes anger me. I want to have clarity in all areas of my life and thought processes…I did not know however, that it would be so exhausting to get there.
November 3rd, 2011 at 9:27 pm
Dusty,
Thank God for those things that we do know for certain! Just wanted to drop by and let you know that I miss your’s and Buster’s presence at PhxP. I know you’re there. I think of and pray for you often.
God bless you and your family.
CK
November 12th, 2011 at 11:41 am
HI Dusty,
Just echoing Capt. K. You are loved and missed.
Blessings.
November 14th, 2011 at 1:54 pm
Thank you Kevin and Anita. love to you as well